[ it's a strange thing, realising how happy bucky sounds at that, how such a small thing can make bucky this happy. it reminds thomas, again, of the fact that they know each other in different ways, that bucky has known him a lot longer than he has known bucky.
that they are at different points, perhaps. that he has the ability to hurt bucky a great deal more than he often realises. ]
I think — I would, too.
[ he can't remember the last time he deliberately set out like this. what is it called these days? a date. ]
[ Dinner. Shared smiles. Maybe sneaking a few kisses along the way. Sex is great, but what Bucky really craves is affection and intimacy. It brings him so much closer back to feeling human again. ]
[ shave, that is. thomas happens to find the stubble rather attractive, in all honesty. although he imagines he'd find bucky equally attractive without. ]
[ Thomas really is great at making Bucky feel attractive, though. There's a big difference between liking how he looks and knowing that someone else does. ]
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that they are at different points, perhaps. that he has the ability to hurt bucky a great deal more than he often realises. ]
I think — I would, too.
[ he can't remember the last time he deliberately set out like this. what is it called these days? a date. ]
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[ Dinner. Shared smiles. Maybe sneaking a few kisses along the way. Sex is great, but what Bucky really craves is affection and intimacy. It brings him so much closer back to feeling human again. ]
I might even shave.
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You don't have to. On my account.
[ shave, that is. thomas happens to find the stubble rather attractive, in all honesty. although he imagines he'd find bucky equally attractive without. ]
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[ Thomas really is great at making Bucky feel attractive, though. There's a big difference between liking how he looks and knowing that someone else does. ]
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then: ]
Sometime next week?
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[ He's glad this isn't a video and Thomas can't see the stupid, giddy face he's making, but he's pretty sure it's clear through his voice, anyway. ]
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[ thomas' features are far less expressive, but there's a hint of a smile on his face as well. equally unseen. ]