[it's a response like this that'd been such a large part of why he wanted to change his mind. why he wanted to try and take this next step with bucky. he still feels awkward about it all, sure. but as much of a joker as bucky may be at times, the man really does know him better than he knows himself. knows when to push and when to hold back. and right now, this is exactly what he needs.
it takes a while for him to pick up on the questions. to open his eyes- he doesn't remember closing them in the first place -so he can look back down at bucky again. he only manages to nod though, at first. an agreement to everything that's being laid out in front of him while he musters up enough breath to finally speak again.]
Want everything with you, Buck.
[and he's more than willing to beg for it if he has to.]
[ Bucky can't help grinning wider. There are times when Steve just makes him feel so warm and whole and Bucky can honestly almost forget all the pain and guilt for just a little while as long as Steve keeps looking at him like he's the most important thing in the world, because there's not a single person more important to Bucky than Steve, either. ]
I want to give it all to you.
[ He lets his hands slide over Steve's hips, back to cup what has got to be the nicest ass in the universe. As he speaks, he strokes Steve's skin, all full of filthy promise and maybe even a pinch of possessiveness, because Steve has been his in one way or another for most of his life. This place has only made that thought stronger. ]
[he can only nod at that. at everything bucky is offering him. he really is the only person that steve could see himself doing any of this with. the only one he trusts enough to know when to push and when to give. he doesn't know his own limits yet. doesn't know whether being with the man like this will be a one time occurrence or not. but if there's anybody in his life that he wants to find all that out with, it's bucky.
sitting back up again- with a little added pressing back into bucky's hands -steve makes use of that space to tug his shirt off, tossing it somewhere behind him once he's done. as nervous as he may be about all this, it isn't enough to make him back off. not now that he's made up his mind about it. he really does want to try everything with bucky.
he grins down at the man, a hint of cockiness in his expression when he finally speaks again]
[ More skin to explore is always a plus and Bucky lets his hands linger all over Steve's back with a sigh. He's in no rush here. They have all the time they want and Bucky can't imagine wanting to rush this right now. ]
How did you picture it when you thought about it? In my lap or me pressing you down into the sheets? I definitely wanna be able to see your face.
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it takes a while for him to pick up on the questions. to open his eyes- he doesn't remember closing them in the first place -so he can look back down at bucky again. he only manages to nod though, at first. an agreement to everything that's being laid out in front of him while he musters up enough breath to finally speak again.]
Want everything with you, Buck.
[and he's more than willing to beg for it if he has to.]
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[ Bucky can't help grinning wider. There are times when Steve just makes him feel so warm and whole and Bucky can honestly almost forget all the pain and guilt for just a little while as long as Steve keeps looking at him like he's the most important thing in the world, because there's not a single person more important to Bucky than Steve, either. ]
I want to give it all to you.
[ He lets his hands slide over Steve's hips, back to cup what has got to be the nicest ass in the universe. As he speaks, he strokes Steve's skin, all full of filthy promise and maybe even a pinch of possessiveness, because Steve has been his in one way or another for most of his life. This place has only made that thought stronger. ]
Let me take care of you. Let me take you apart.
a million year later...
sitting back up again- with a little added pressing back into bucky's hands -steve makes use of that space to tug his shirt off, tossing it somewhere behind him once he's done. as nervous as he may be about all this, it isn't enough to make him back off. not now that he's made up his mind about it. he really does want to try everything with bucky.
he grins down at the man, a hint of cockiness in his expression when he finally speaks again]
So, where do you want me?
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[ More skin to explore is always a plus and Bucky lets his hands linger all over Steve's back with a sigh. He's in no rush here. They have all the time they want and Bucky can't imagine wanting to rush this right now. ]
How did you picture it when you thought about it? In my lap or me pressing you down into the sheets? I definitely wanna be able to see your face.