[ Bucky groans. There's something about hearing things like that from Steve that is just completely intoxicating. Maybe it's on the fact that he knows Steve doesn't really want him to foo things he doesn't want to do. Following an order that's really more of a gentle suggestion from someone he trusts is so different from an order from someone else. He likes that reminder of his own freedom now. ]
I can do that. Hope you're fling you make it worth my while, though.
[amongst other things. though while he'd like to keep it a surprise, he's pretty sure he'd end up backing out if he tried to bring it up when they're face to face again.]
[there's silence on his end for a while, though it's clear he's still there. it's just a little more difficult to get the words out than he'd like.]
I'm thinking that there are certain things we haven't done together yet. That...I haven't done at all. And I know you've been letting me take it slow, and I love you for it. But I think I'm ready to try something...more?
[just don't make him say it. especially not when he's about to get on to a crowded lift]
[ And Bucky knows he shouldn't promise anything because it'll just feed into Steve's worry that Bucky isn't really on board, but there's so much he wants to do with Steve, even some things he's never done, either, because Steve is different. He's not just a cute face Bucky met in a bar and what he is, well, Bucky doesn't even have the right words in all the languages he speaks. ]
I know we should probably talk it over first, but--
[there's a sudden rise in ambient sounds as steve enters the lift, and he only mutters a quiet "hold on" down the phone as he waits for them to reach the up. it's only once he's able to move away from the crowd that he finally speaks again.]
I want to take things further. I want you to show me what you like.
Guess it's just as well I've got nowhere else to be today.
[and even if he did, well, he'd be cancelling right about now. having all this out in the open between them means his priorities have shifted completely]
[ Bucky makes sure that when Steve walks in, he'll get a real eyeful of him spread out on the bed as he teases himself hard. He can fully admit that he likes putting on a show. ]
[it's probably a good thing that the stairway is clear, because guess who's sprinting up them.
when he finally does make it to their apartment, he make a beeline for their bedroom, shoes and jacket being shucked off along the way. pushing the door open at long last, he ends up coming to a halt as he takes in the sight in front of him.]
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[and that'd be the sound of a door closing. it's time to make his way back for part two of this conversation.]
Don't go disappearing on me.
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Where did you think I'm going without dragging you along?
[ he laughs because he's done running from Steve. He's done leaving him behind or being left. That's in the past. ]
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[here or back home, he isn't giving up bucky again. losing him once was enough for a lifetime]
I'd like it if you were...waiting for me. In our bedroom.
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[ Bucky groans. There's something about hearing things like that from Steve that is just completely intoxicating. Maybe it's on the fact that he knows Steve doesn't really want him to foo things he doesn't want to do. Following an order that's really more of a gentle suggestion from someone he trusts is so different from an order from someone else. He likes that reminder of his own freedom now. ]
I can do that. Hope you're fling you make it worth my while, though.
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[and considering he's still trying to work up the nerve to ask a certain question, he's also trying to buy a little more time. not that it'll help]
Should be back in about ten minutes. Think you can wait that long?
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[ The answer's a little petulant, but then Bucky's also not entirely sure that he wants to wait. Maybe he should get started without Steve. ]
You'll have to hurry.
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Maybe you should give me a good reason to rush.
[never mind that his request is enough to have steve pick up his pace a little anyway]
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[ There's the sound of fabric rustling as he undresses and stretches out on the bed. He's got no problem playing to the microphone for Steve. ]
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[the fact bucky's so easy on the eyes doesn't go unnoticed though]
...I want you to start though. Might even reward you if you're able to last till I get there.
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[ Though Bucky knows he'll be happy with any sort of reward from Steve. He'd even be happy to have Steve watch him while he puts on a show. ]
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[amongst other things. though while he'd like to keep it a surprise, he's pretty sure he'd end up backing out if he tried to bring it up when they're face to face again.]
There's...something I want to try.
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[ there's a low chuckle. ]
Well I can't have any less clothing than what I've already got on now.
[ His breath hitches. ]
What are you thinking?
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I'm thinking that there are certain things we haven't done together yet. That...I haven't done at all. And I know you've been letting me take it slow, and I love you for it. But I think I'm ready to try something...more?
[just don't make him say it. especially not when he's about to get on to a crowded lift]
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[ And Bucky knows he shouldn't promise anything because it'll just feed into Steve's worry that Bucky isn't really on board, but there's so much he wants to do with Steve, even some things he's never done, either, because Steve is different. He's not just a cute face Bucky met in a bar and what he is, well, Bucky doesn't even have the right words in all the languages he speaks. ]
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[there's a sudden rise in ambient sounds as steve enters the lift, and he only mutters a quiet "hold on" down the phone as he waits for them to reach the up. it's only once he's able to move away from the crowd that he finally speaks again.]
I want to take things further. I want you to show me what you like.
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[ There's a mischievous, wicked edge to his voice. As a rule, he doesn't really hold back when he's being egged on. ]
Plenty of new things I wouldn't mind trying, too.
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[and even if he did, well, he'd be cancelling right about now. having all this out in the open between them means his priorities have shifted completely]
I'm all yours.
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[ There's humor in his voice, teasing a threat he knows he has no intention of carrying out. ]
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[because yes, he's been rushing the whole way there]
Maybe you should get started. Give me a reason to hurry.
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What do you think I'm doing?
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[never mind that he asked for it in the first place.]
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[ he laughs, but there's a breathiness to it. ]
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[see. that creak would be the sounds of him finally entering their building.]
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[ Bucky makes sure that when Steve walks in, he'll get a real eyeful of him spread out on the bed as he teases himself hard. He can fully admit that he likes putting on a show. ]
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when he finally does make it to their apartment, he make a beeline for their bedroom, shoes and jacket being shucked off along the way. pushing the door open at long last, he ends up coming to a halt as he takes in the sight in front of him.]
Jesus, Buck.
[he's never going to get tired of this]
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a million year later...
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